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it might never occur to you that being single may
not be the best position you wanted your feet to be
standing right now. it may be because of the fact
that you are free of doing anything and everything
you want without the usual poking of the
conscience appearing and reappearing to you
whenever you think of a magnificent scheme you
think is worth him/her not knowing… the lair at
which every taken individual takes of risking
everything for some wordly pleasures.[whatever you
prefer to think about what i meant about it]… hey
no offense there’s tons of tons of things you can do
when your single, the never ending gimicks, the
infinite time for yourself and whatever freaky things
you do with your time, but what are the downside
of being alone? being like one i can share only a
glimpse of little things i feel, now that i am single:
Chapter one: The endless nights that you are
alone.. for guys like me everyone wants to have fun
when i mean fun it meant one heck of a ride but in
the end of the day you always wanted somebody
beside you, who you would tuck-in-bed. the same
girl you would kiss goodnight and wake
everymorning to surpise with a simple breakfast in
bed. [naks] pero hinde naman lagi ngyayari ito
diba? minsan baliktad ang kaso ikaw pa ang
pinaghahanda ng misis mo which of course turn
out to be better for you right? Chapter two: the
regrets alam mo ba yung mga what ifs? those are
the millions of things that keeps bugging you day
and night thinking what if ganito or ganyan… most
oftenly nights [thanx to medical drugs like zyprexa
i could still sleep 8hrs a day, thank you] yung
tipong napapaisip ka what if kami pa? , what if di
ko siya iniwanan, pano kaya kami kung kami pa,
kung nandito lang sanan siya! , yung tipo bang
nasa isang scenerio ka which if you would have
one person in the world to share it with you would
want to share it with her.. like sitting in the sand in
the amber sunset, tipong scene in the rooftop with
the full moon… yung bang mga ganon Chapter
three: the never ending questions of feebling
individuals who keeps harrassing you to tell what
happens and so on and so fort: eto yung mga tao
na di pa nakukuntento sa sa sagot mo na oo sa
tanong nila kung break na kayo? it goes without
saying na may kasunod itong tanong na baket?
pano ng yari?! at hindi lang yon dadagdagan pa nila
yan ng pangonsensya sayo na ang tanga tanga mo
[alam mo na nga na tanga ka pinalalandakan pa
amp!] Chapter four: the emptiness of glance, this is
the part where mapalingat ka lang sa kawalan
gumugulong na ng pahapyaw ang luha mo sa ilong
pababa ng labi, yung tipong nalalasahan muna
kung anong flavor ng kulangot mo mixed with your
salty tears ofcourse! tipong dadaanan mo yung
mga lugar kung saan kayo nagkakilala, kung saan
mo unang nakita yung mga matang kagaya ng
kanya, yung tipong makakasalubong mo yung mga
kaibigan nya di mo alam kung anong sasabihin
mo, yung bang mga tipong ganon Chapter five: the
songs, kahit saan ba naman naririnig mo yung
kanta mo para sa kanya, puypunta ka lang kila
mang pogs at bibili ng candy maririnig mo yung
awit mo para sa kanya maalala mo yung inalay
mong kanta para lang sa pinaka mahal mong
princessa…. hay buhay nga naman kapag nagiisa
ka [sigh] Chapter six: The sight of her unforgetfull
face: the sight of an angel, yung makakasulubong
mo siya sa daan at masasabi mo nalang sa sarili
[hint:dapat pabulong] baket mo ako iniwan!
huhuhuhu, yung bang ganon, makikita mo pa siya
na sobrang ganda at makikita mo ang sarili mong
stress at depress dahil sa mga ngyayari sayo…
haayyyy buhayyyy! pero di mo naman siya kayang
iwasan kasi yun lang ang chance mo na makita
siyang muli diba? kaya sulitin ang pag kakataon
hwekhekhek! Chapter seven: The denial stage,
yung tipong ayaw mong aminin sa sarili mo na
tapos na kayo wala na, zero, adios amigos at alam
mo naman kung anong mgyayari kapag nalaman
ng ibang tao na wala na kayo, para bang naglagay
ka ng isang butil ng bigas sa kulungan ng manok
sa sumalya-cayio_kill!